i've just realised that we're very very small people. i mean, not just us, the entire singaporean population. give or take the few abnormal ones. not that abnormal isn't good. in this case, it is.

anyway, i was watching tee-vee when BAM! it hit me. when we(i mean, mostly me) look at white people, i can't tell their age. it's impossible to compare them to asian standards. for example, i was thinking of fantasia. i would neve have known she was still 19 or twenty when i looked at her. she looks at least 24.

and me.
i look too young. my family (minus the ever-absent brother) and i went to a restaurant at the berjaya times square hotel. quite posh, actually. around RM65 per adult for the buffet alone. minus the drinks. RM35 for children below 12. we went there to celebrate my FOURTEENTH birthday. and guess what.
when we looked at the receipt, it seemed that they'd charge me RM35. which means they see me as a kid. below 12. not good.

i don't think i look 12. do you? and worse. BELOW 12. worse than looking 12. means they see me as an adolescent. and which bay would use that word, huh?

hahah. i'm getting into such a huff over such a small matter. i mean, it's not such a big deal, is it, if people see you as an 11 year old when you're a good 3 years older than that. HUMPH!

hee hee hee. :>

syarafeeena`__

new blog book...only 1 chap but nice

yaaaaayy!!! just found out today that my brother had wonthe bronze medal in the commonwealth youth games with a time of 14.83 sec. It wasn't his personal best. too bad. if it had been, he would have won gold. the gold medalist was from south africa and the silver from britain. woow! imagine if he had won... so good!

he said that he tripped over one hurdle. if not he would have won oredi... haish... nevermind... next time can try again...

aniway, yesterday afternoon, my primary school higher mother tongue classmates came for hari raya. I hid in the toilet. u noe why? cos we never really clicked. all so minah-minah. and u noe i am so obviously not, rite? hahah. in primary school oso i was an outcast in hmt class... i dunoe how to layan and talk like they do. haish. and got people i dunnoe summore.... i spoke little... didn't talk to them...

haish... if only i'm not so cautious. in pri school, i was painfully shy... cannot really communicate with them lah... and not so spontaneous. haish.... if only i could have changed that....

my cousin moving to australia... so lucky!!! if only they can adopt me so i can follow them there!... hahah... just wistful thinking of mine...

u noe the "in" thing now is blog books, rite? i found a great blog... only one chapter lah, but the story is my type! i think it's about love lost when she was 14...wow! my age! anyway, here's the site http://young-hearts.blogspot.com
the starting really nice...and got nice poem i think by the author...
so cheap... read the book for free! hahah....

love
<3 fin+

wow!

yesterday night, i had a verry strange and weird and scary dream. I dreamt that my mother had died. It was damn freaky sia. Then i dreamt that i had to stay in this room with a huge group of other people and there was this cupboard smack in the middle of the room. One side of the cupboard was really a cupboard and the other side, the top half, it held my mothers remains which ahd been cut up and kept into small wooden boxes. Then i started crying.

Then i was walking home with a friend from marsiling st when i saw my mother. only she didn look like my mother. she wasn wearing tudung and she was pale and was wearing her pale grey sweater and she was sitting down with my auntie. Then she gave me a gift. a malay assessment book to practice my malay vocab. and we said goodbye.

Then i met my father along some road, which lookied suspiciously like the great wall of china, then i showed him the book. it was green. my father wouldn believe me that my mother's ghost had brought me the book.then i cried and said it was true and all that. and as we walked home, i was thinking that i couldn't go on that way, without a mother.

then i woke up with a start and started crying. i mumbling to myself over and over again that i love my mother. and i kept on crying.


the dream was so weird, it had seemed so real. even now, i feel really freakeds out and scared.

fin+

back in s'pore beybeh!

ilovechina !!!

came back last friday at 5.30 am... since then i've been so tired i don't know wat to do with myself. skipped school on monday, and i was half-dead today...

walking back home, i and irna were like drunkards. actually arh, we were... budden it was on chocolate... bloated.... overdose of chocolate.... hahah....

aniway, i haven't do my maths homework.... die lah... 11 d and e i pass up oredi, but dunnoe y mrs chiu say dun haf.... and i haven passup 13 b and d and holiday assignment... haish... die lah....

i've found a reason for meEeEEEE....

haiyoh!!!! so paiseh leh!!!!

just now was nd ceremony at school ... oklah.... i stand alone.... all other berabuk giler in uniform group... haish.... then the concert... the first one very fun!!!!.... sum thing sum thing potato... and the legend, (dum dum dum,) is way hardcore!!!! ... hahah... ppl i recognized onstage : two choir ppl, and yu hao...and the guy hu sang addicted last year... then second group, nice song... the girls sing very nice.... the third one...haish...can lah.... all three edison got...haish.... then the fourth one, pink slips!!! sexy! sexy!.... hahah....then dunnoe wat....finish....

then we wanted to go jamming... but adeel coming along to show us where... so must wait for him to finish sembayang.... so we go jannah house.... we play guitar, keyboard, com....etc... then sleep.,... then go meet adeel.... take bus wah! so damn long!!!.... hahah.... we go all the way to bk timah, then found out the studio full...haish.... then decided to go to jurong....since we want to do so much...then we cut short to one hour lah.... cos late oredi...

then reach there, book at 4.45.... go eat long john... there arh, fuyooo! the ppl so rude.... not happy with the management then want to vent anger on us! stupid!.... then throw money lah.... shout lah... dumdb asses.... but nevermind... we must not be bothered.... hahha.... dewi go home cos ate... then we go jamming!//

there we see all so professional one... then when this guy point middle finger at sarah, wow! so shocked...hahah... then we... play ... we all do our own stuff first.... then we left less than half an hour.... try to keep it all together.... but we sucked!!! hahah.... but nvm.... we all muka tembok.... ppl all look there make fun.... nvm.... poor adeel! wat was he doin there with a bunch of 14 year old immature girls???.... hahah.... but he's immature himself, so it's okay lah.... hahah.... then when we playing halfway thru the reason, the aunty came and halau us.... cos time limit.... then we go home....

so in the end we get to jam.... but i didn get to play drums!!!! aaaaahhhh!!!!!.... nvm.... next time can try..,... so i guess this means we wont be playing for teacher's day.... haish....nvm.... we must prepare for next year.... when all the original rock groups and N2 ppl go... they are our predecers, we are they're successors.... haish.... we're gonna make them proud!!!

<+=~ he's so adorable....wit his spiky round head that rolls when he walks... d>.0b ~+=>

lub <3
fin

successful show!!!

good morning, good morning....

yesterday was the NDP preview... and my sis and mum came to watch... i couldn't make them out in the crowd (of course lah, so many ppl).... but my mum said my face appeared on the large LED screen many times.... hahah....

i dunnoe y arh..... yesterday, i notice alot of hensem people.... people with nice features.... there was one guy.... he was in the singapore national youth orchestra...he was playing the cello os sumthing that looked like the cello....except when it's bigger so he has to stand to play.... i noticed his nice shoulders....wow.... such nice, broud, not-skinny shoulders.... not much muscle lah, but then the shoulders are still very nice.... fills out the shirt he was wearing quite nicely.... and he has nice side profile.... nice posture.... his shirt not too tucked in or tucked out..... heheh....

there was also this other guy i sat beside in the mrt.... so hensem.... such a dream-boat..... haish.... hahah

yesterday the real jj lin jun jie came....wow !!!! a real star in our midst!!!! he looks so adorable in his shirt and tie.... if u all dunno hu he is, he won the best newcomer award at Taiwan's Golden Melody awards.... so talented.... hahah....

aniwae, last night's show went almost without a hitch....i dunnoe wat went wrong..... mebe dun haf.... mebe haf....i dunnoe.... hahah....

after the show my mum and sis came to the choir place.... then i wave....then go to teacher, teacher allow me to go home with mum.... then walk, take bus, then mrt (where i sat beside the hensem guy) then buy burger king, then go home.... so tired.... tml got test, must passup geog homework....

i hate geog.... or rather, i dislike the teacher.... she doesnt teach much.... our class students present on chapters.... and she just highlites points and gives worksheets.... never have i known geog to be so demanding.... it has taken precedance (or sth) as my most amount of homework.... haish.... so much.... then i need to do today.... got so many chores cos nobody at home.... then tml got maths test.... i need to study cos my maths suck....

i miss miss phua!!!! she made geog fun.... that's y i scored well in geog....haish.... my geog this year will suffer....

<+~ the situation has not changed ... no improvement what-so-ever ~+>

early in the morning, late at night...

halo hALO.....

for some reason i can't change the skin of my other blog....so i change this one lah.... quite nice, rite?....hahahah

aniwae, i just woke up from a nice dream of him and me....so nice....too bad it isn true... haiz....

yesterday was the fourth or fifth combined rehearsal.....we ate roasted chicken, two pieces of nuggets, mashed potatoes, baked beans and a bun for dinner ( siaow arh? dinner at three pm?) ... before that we watched the video of us performing...practiced the mistakes made....went to the national stadium thru a shorter route.... performed.... aiyoh, for some reason i forgot alot of tthe steps.... and i'm in second row summore....hahah..... then when finished, miss suzanah lee (notice the MISS) let us buy burger king... then went to school, i got my mini-funpack, then wait for my dad to come, then went home...

last week was the p5 ne show.... went almost without a hitch.... we met at ard 8.... arrived, ate kfc mashed potatoes and chicken....practiced summore, then ate a pizzahut dinner.... quite nice.... then we performed, then we had to wait for all the p5 kids to go... in the meantime, the chairman or sumthin had perfomers perform for us performers... while the sang and danced the the lower stage, some choir member (including me) danced and jumped at the higher one cos it's nearer to us.... the atmosphere was like a nightclub sia....hahah....with all the smoke and lights and music....hahah.... alas, we kena chase off the stage by lieutenant mark.... then after that we sit and do nothing....haish.... we waited for such a long time....i slept lah....cos nearing midnite mah....

then when we finally got up, it was to wait at the steps again.... then i sleep again.... then walk to the bus....i sleep in the bus.... then when nearing school, the girls woke me up then told me i snored!!! with whistling sound summore !!! hahah.... they said it was like cat sound.... hahah.... then i finally realised it was my hp!!!....lucky ah!!!.... then reach school, my mom was waiting at the busstop ...she had been waiting since 11, and it was already 12.30!!!.... i saw some p5 kids alighting at concorde pri..... so late.... they arrived same time as us.... turned out that MOE didn provide enuff buses for the p5 kids....so they had to use the participants buses....

aniwae, i tell u about the sculpture walk later ah.... i wanna sleep....hahah ....

lub <3>
fin

so tiring but fun!!!

shit ah....

just now i type long long.... then now all gone....stupid lah.... nvm....

got new car, nicer, quieter, more ex, bigger.....toyota corolla altis os summat like that....

speech day, ugly makeup, 5struggle to smile, wait long long long long for band, go home, walk from mrt st alone, scary, dark, creepy smilin like mad man....

reach home, give food from reception, eat another mcchicken ( we got a burger and coke, i got two burgers) , bathed, took a spin in the new ride, now i'm here....

<+=~ he was MIA today.... is he sick? is he alright?~=+>

lub <3>
fin

damn tiring, but we did good!

Yesterday was another rehearsal.
Our third combined one with other parts, our first ever full dress one.
We had an audience who filled out the entire grandstand!
Luckily yesterday we weren't the last school to arrive. Everyone cam on time, then we left.
Actually everyone from the ndp choir got one ticket each to this rehearsal for their parents or sth, but no funpacks, no food, must pay for parking charges, so i didn gif me mother lah...

It's confirmed! i'm in the second row!! aaarrrgghhh!!!! i dunnoe the moves, i can't get my props properly, heck, i can't even change my apron properly! all because of the stupid gloves!!! hahah

aniway, yesterday saw the hensem like shit perfomer again...sooo hensem!! but outta reach... haish... nemind lah... u win some, u lose some... ahhahaha

=~> can't wait to catch him in action on tuesday!!! <~=

lub<3,
|+.+| fin d[0.<]b

sunday spent at stadium....

haish.... just came back... it's only 11.50 pm now.. dun pay any attention at the time posted below... it sux... hahah...

just now had ndp rehearsal... at first at indoor stadium...then had lunch then went to national stadium...damn hot... this time they didnt pamper us as much... no horlics, no biscuis, no crackers...then we dance, practice this that...then the full rehearsal.... as usual, gurmit didn come.... so didn LJJ... and kit chan...and so on....

after that... we dance...sang... kena scolded.... especially the guys in the middle hu throw throw food....dumb asses... hahah...

then when walking out of the stadium (we were second last to leave probably cos we're the latest class this morn)... the army guys give out ice-cream....finally!!... then they say take as many as we want... cos they want to finish... then this guy .... i think wen pu take more than five or sth...hahah...then reach school my parents and sis were there then go home lah....

this time i'm not interested in my trashbag marshal... this time i'm besotted with this army guy sooooooo cute and this chinese guy with long-ish dyed hair who's part of the rap group thingie.... soooo hensem!!! hahahah.....>.0

niwae, i'm damn tired.... gonna turn in now....

'nite!!!
with much love,
- fin.and.+someone+ -

~>.i breathed.the.same.air.as.he.!.!.!.!.!.<~

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

p.s. to tell u the truth lah hah... i dun really understand the song u noe...but the song rocks!!! hahah....:p i just like the i an right blah blah part onwards...hahah...

crazy for this GirlUY

[s]he rolls the window down
and [s]he talks over the sound
of the cars that pass us by
and I don't know why
but [s]he's changed my mind

would you look at h[er]im as [s]he looks at me
[s]he's got me thinkin about h[er]im constantly
but [s]he don't know how I feel
and as [s]he carries on without a doubt
I wonder if [s]he's figured out
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY

[s]he was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinkin when
the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now

would you look at h[er]im as [s]he looks at me
[s]he's got me thinkin about h[er]im constantly
but [s]he don't know how I feel
and as [s]he carries on without a doubt
I wonder if [s]he's figured out
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY

and right now
face to face all my fears
pushed aside and right now
I'm ready to spend
the rest of my life with you

would you look at h[er]im as [s]he looks at me
[s]he's got me thinkin about h[er]im constantly
but [s]he don't know how I feel
and as [s]he carries on without a doubt
I wonder if [s]he's figured out
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY
would you look at h[er]im as [s]he looks at me
[s]he's got me thinkin about h[er]im constantly
but [s]he don't know how I feel
and as [s]he carries on without a doubt
I wonder if [s]he's figured out
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY
I'm crazy for this G[irl]UY

by evan and jaron

another vacation

yo....i'm back from my third vacation this month...hahah...so fun...the first one i went with uncle 1 + his family + my family + two cousins....second one was chalet lah..actually not vacation but it sure felt like it...third one was with uncle 2 (the two cousins' father)+ his family + uncle 3 + his family + uncle 4 (bachelor) + me and my sis + three cousins (children of uncle 1) + 1 cousin (son of uncle 5) + my nephew (son of daughter of uncle 3) ... this one more fun....

vacation 1
my cousin diyanah (oldest daughter of uncle 2)( my age) stayed with us on saturday nite then on sunday morning we left for johor...we went to my ex-neighbour's (they now live in jb) house.... then we had fun in the pool... we kept trying to drown each other... the pool had won the best landscape in johor and malaysia... it was nice... then we went to a hotel...i think it's eden garden hotel... quite nice....i've been there before but never stayed there... reminds me of new york hotel... all the children (including me) stayed in an adjoining room to uncle 1's room...my parents stayed in their own room... then while the little kids went swimming, diyanah, amalina (13) and i went shopping with my mother and aunty 1 (uncle 1's wife)... we bought matching t-shirts... but most of the time spent there was spent waiting for the moms to choose what they like... at night, we went to the movies....we wanted to watch bend it like beckham cos it was showing on channel 5...but instead watched harry potter at city square... then we wentto eat on top of a tree!.... hahaha.... really!...hahah...then the next morning, we had breakfast at the hotel cafe downstairs then went swimming...then we went shopping again...this time, we bought matching necklaces...haha....then we had to split up...uncle 1 continued shopping while my family + diyanah and her sis headed home...cos the next day i had the chalet thingie and sarah and sharifah and irna were coming to help me marinate the chicken... so that's it...

vacation 2
this time, my parents didn't come...we went to tanjung puteri country club/ golf resort... the whole day was spent doing nothing... in the morning uncle 2 picked me and my sis up at home...then we met up with uncle 3 at somewhere then headed to the bungalow we had booked... then we played at the playground for awhile... then we had wanted to swim, but there was lightning and thunder and we weren't allowed to... then when it didn rain, the little kids went swimming at the club house or games house or wtv... the rest of us wanted to bowl... but when we arrived there, all lanes were booked, so we went to the playground there instead and played with socks! ...hahaha... fun lar... then we checked out the bowling alley...but maghrib oredi then we went back to the bungalow to pray...we had dinner... then at nite we went bowling... my first time... but i hit 9 pins three times!...hahah... beginner's luck, i guess.... then we went back , played tai-ti ( i had taught them earlier) then we went to sleep... next day...woke up, had breakfast at the golfer's cafe then we went swimming!...hahah... we kept drowning each other again... ( the three cousins had gone home early in the morning...i didn't even notice them go...) then we went back...at 3 we went bowling again... i didn do as well...then we played tai-ti again at the bowling alley.... then we went horseback riding... it's great!!! the guy hu led us around was handsome... the horse trainers (including the handsome one) were both from iran... there was a lady there too... she was engaged to the older trainer... i rode the horse twice... the first time this horse called tufan kep following me around( i was riding jackie)... the second time, when the trainer stopped so they could take photos of me again, they had already taken them, but the trainer wasn't there yet... so i nudged the horse forward... then the trainer let me ride on my own... it was fun!! he said 'bang the horse' but i didn noe wat he meant...so i just flapped my leg against only one side... then i rode for one round then i alighted... i could get on the horse just nice... it's the getting off part i have a problem with...hahah.... then we went back.... i pity suhair (the horse)... he kept getting slapped... he's the naughtiest... cos he's the youngest... jackie is the same age as me.... hahah... i love jackie.... poor jackie.... he wasridden round and round for an hour plus...we had dinner then played tai-ti... then sleep... next day, uncle 4 was sick... so uncle 3 went for breakfast first... then uncle 3 came back, we went for breakfast and met the other cousins who were still there.... then we got ready to go home... we were supposed to check out at 12, but since uncle 4 was sick, we waited awhile... in the meanwhile, i slept...hahah... then we went to eat at a jetty...then said goodbye to uncle 4 and the rest... cos they had to go home cos of the sick uncle... then uncle 2 and my sis and i and his family went to the M suites hotel... i stayed there before... nice hotel... then we went swimming... then went to eat dinner at singgah selalu... then went back... while the rest slept, diyanah and i watched star wars episode II till the end... hayden christensen was soooo hensem!!!...hahah... pity he lost his arm... pity he's goin to the dark side... then we slept... in the morning, had breakfast at the cafe downstairs, then went swimming again... then we checked out...went back to the golf resort to take back something we left there... then we went to angsana to shop... bought my dad's father's day gift (even tho it was overdue)(which reminds me, my lib books are over due)... then we bought burgers at the side of the road... then headed home...
the end

chalet damn fun sia!

came back from the class chalet yesterday....i'm sick...i lost my voice...my body aching...but i don't regret this one bit!...hahah...at first got
day 1
after sarah and sharifah came to my house to fry fishballs, nuggets and chickens, we laft the house around 2.30 ++ and headed to costa sands resort at pasir ris...dropped tipah off at pasir ris mrt station so that she can pick up the other people...arrived at chalet...jun liang, rui he, jian hui, kenneth and jun jie and dunnoe hu else were there...then they helped carry stuff from car...jun liang show attitude lah...never help...never mind...we found out the room damn small...pushed the bed to one side...so got more space on the floorlah...used tissue to clean up floor cos under the bed got peanut shells (eeeew!!!)the boys also use tissue to clean up downstairs...then after dunnoe how long the rest came...then tipah came with ice and qiu zhu and nori (i think)...then we start barbeque...then we went beach and i bathed!...haha...didnt change...then came back..most of the people stay inside and gamble...never eat the food...then never finish...wasted sia...then when tipah sarah nori yi yan kenneth sean jun jie and i went to buy ice...saw cheryl...(yu jie didnt come to our chalet cos he go cheryl one)...then came back, found the charcoal burning...nobody barbequeing...food left out...we continued barbequeing lah...then stay outside dunnoe how long...yu jie came with cheryl and gang...but only to take money...then cheryl and gang stay far away...never say hello or wat...then they all wear so formal...like wanna go out like that...then imagine..the guys wear jeans at a chalet??!!....stupid...then they go off...we went beach but gate close already...then we took our sleeping bags to sleep downstairs...cos they all still gambling upstairs.....then they come down..got commotion...then i cannot sleep...jun liang sleep with sarah's crab...then 4.30 then sleep...
day 2
woke up dunnoe wat time...ard 7-9... the rest all go watch sunrise...then we wait for the rest to come...then we buy charcoal (cos the charcoal we stole yesterday got stolen...hahah)...irna nori dewi came...then while the rest go cycling, we wash the chalet...then we went to the beach...saw the people cycle very fun...we rent bicycle...then we cycle...irna dunnoe how to cycle so we teach her how...wat a miracle...she learned how to cycle in less than an hour!...hahah...then we come back...found out everybody else gone to escape except jie qi and kenneth...found out we got new neighbours...then we relak...tipah and i sleep while listening to music...the rest eat sardine and bread the irna brought...then we borrow telekong from the makcik next door...then the rest came back...we play cards upstairs...irna nori dewi go home...we went beach...the guys went swimming...my parents came to take back the stuff...we bored...sit downstairs and talk...watched world idol...i lost my voice...then nothing to do cos we play cards so many times...so sarah tipah and i went to lobby to sit down...came back...everybody sleeping...james and kenneth not there...we chase qiu zhu and rui he off the bed...rui he drool on the pillow sia...eee...then james and kenneth came back...they said they went to look for us...at cheers...then we sleep...(felt weird...7 guys and only three girls in the chalet...)
day three
we wake up...laze around...the guys talk talk...then pack up...plan wat to do...never bathe then we went cycling...haha...jun liang who got phobia of cycling suddenly remember then can cycle...then we went tampines park...went on routes we never went on before...then go buy drinks...then finish go back...pack up summore...go check out while the guys swim...then we contemplated whether to leave them or to wait for them...in the end wait...we changed...and sat beside the pool...then we ask the guys to pull us inside (cos we not wearing swimming costumes mah..then no other excuse to go in...thjen the lifeguard chase us out...then sharifah wearing swimming costume so she continue swimming...then i tipah and i switch..she wear tshirt and shorts while i wear her swimming costume...damn big sia!...hahah...look funny...until i dun wanna go out of the toilet...and the guard laughing...then i run and jump in...then the guys keep pulling me to go middle of pool...then they spit here spit there...disgusting...then i push their heads under water...hahah..then finish....then change...go eat at white sands...then take mrt home...we all so tired on the train then sleep...then i carry my stuff so heavy...every few steps home i stop to readjust strap or something...in the end i made it...then go online...watch tv...sleep...all the way to this morning...had funny dream...dreamt sarah brought me to this place...said it was top secret...damn nice sia..looked like paradise...water damn blue...waterfall damn nice...alot of tiers...then there's two parts...first one is publice...same nice blue water..then came the secret part...walked through cave...then come out...wooow...took my breath away...it was paradise...then go down a few steps...the walkway to the other side nearer to the waterfalls...immersed in water for a few feet only...we walked through the water...the walkway went accross the lake...all around us all mountains...then i wake up...haiz...i will never forget the place...hahah....
okay lah...my longest entry ever....i left out a few tings cos i forgot a few things...i miss the chalet...hahha...C:

yay!!! they said yes!!!!

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay !!!!! my parents finally said that i could stay overnight at the chalet!!!!! i'm gonna have fun!!!! YAY!!!!!!! hahah....just now sarah and i went grocery shopping wif jun jie jian hui and kenneth....didn noe guys are that helpful...hahah....haiyah...since i type long long in me diary oredi might as well go there read rite?...hahah....well, i think it's in my links....so go check it out!...=)

how to make me?....

How to make a syarafina

Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts arrogance 5 parts leadership

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little lovability if desired!

i hope that's not the way to make me....hehe

wo hen lei...

haish....me damn tired sia....yesterday slept at 4am...woke up at 7 am...then one whole day rehearsals...(we got our props!)...and now me sitting at the com...very sian eh...hahah....watching the encore of american idol finale...LUB YOU FANTASIA!!!...hahah....

niwae...for some reason i think me blog is much more boring than me OD...dunnoe y i find more things to put in me diary entry...haish....mebe cos i more used to OD?...dunnoelah...hahah


I miss him a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

<+*fina*+>

wow!

i like me new layout!! hehe....got it at blogskins.com after readin tipah's blog...hahha...niwae, tml (or rather, today) supposed to have the combined schools choir rehearsals at choral sec....haish....9 to 5...nevermind...i can make it!!! hahah...

the class chalet me mom said cannot sleep over nite...haish...too bad lorh...but at least get to go!...hehhe....

haiyah...can't believe it's already 2(or izzit 3?) am....i was awake the whole morning long editting my layout so it would look like this...akcherly i didn't change the layout....other parts of it tho...like e tag board, the music thingie....haish...

wanna sleep now...hafta wake up at 6.30 am....kk...sleep tight! :p

yoyoyo!!!

wow....my first time as a blogger....i've seen my friend's blogs lah...all so nice nice...all so complicated...me, i'm just an amateur...haish...i dunnoe all this html stuff lahz...hahah...