Sunday, December 19, 2004

i've just realised that we're very very small people. i mean, not just us, the entire singaporean population. give or take the few abnormal ones. not that abnormal isn't good. in this case, it is.

anyway, i was watching tee-vee when BAM! it hit me. when we(i mean, mostly me) look at white people, i can't tell their age. it's impossible to compare them to asian standards. for example, i was thinking of fantasia. i would neve have known she was still 19 or twenty when i looked at her. she looks at least 24.

and me.
i look too young. my family (minus the ever-absent brother) and i went to a restaurant at the berjaya times square hotel. quite posh, actually. around RM65 per adult for the buffet alone. minus the drinks. RM35 for children below 12. we went there to celebrate my FOURTEENTH birthday. and guess what.
when we looked at the receipt, it seemed that they'd charge me RM35. which means they see me as a kid. below 12. not good.

i don't think i look 12. do you? and worse. BELOW 12. worse than looking 12. means they see me as an adolescent. and which bay would use that word, huh?

hahah. i'm getting into such a huff over such a small matter. i mean, it's not such a big deal, is it, if people see you as an 11 year old when you're a good 3 years older than that. HUMPH!

hee hee hee. :>

syarafeeena`__

Saturday, December 04, 2004

new blog book...only 1 chap but nice

yaaaaayy!!! just found out today that my brother had wonthe bronze medal in the commonwealth youth games with a time of 14.83 sec. It wasn't his personal best. too bad. if it had been, he would have won gold. the gold medalist was from south africa and the silver from britain. woow! imagine if he had won... so good!

he said that he tripped over one hurdle. if not he would have won oredi... haish... nevermind... next time can try again...

aniway, yesterday afternoon, my primary school higher mother tongue classmates came for hari raya. I hid in the toilet. u noe why? cos we never really clicked. all so minah-minah. and u noe i am so obviously not, rite? hahah. in primary school oso i was an outcast in hmt class... i dunoe how to layan and talk like they do. haish. and got people i dunnoe summore.... i spoke little... didn't talk to them...

haish... if only i'm not so cautious. in pri school, i was painfully shy... cannot really communicate with them lah... and not so spontaneous. haish.... if only i could have changed that....

my cousin moving to australia... so lucky!!! if only they can adopt me so i can follow them there!... hahah... just wistful thinking of mine...

u noe the "in" thing now is blog books, rite? i found a great blog... only one chapter lah, but the story is my type! i think it's about love lost when she was 14...wow! my age! anyway, here's the site http://young-hearts.blogspot.com
the starting really nice...and got nice poem i think by the author...
so cheap... read the book for free! hahah....

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