oh my word
prom is in two days
and i still haven't got the earrings

and...
i just realised i've lost the whole box of dangling earrings that i treasure so

so sad
but i'm still glad i've got a dress, fishnets, shoes
and a bracelet

oh well
went ice-skating just now
from 12 to 3.45
wasn't quite the "whole-day" bonanza i was planning
yet
it was loads of fun

saw the cute guy from exacly one week ago
from the ice-skating rink
yep, the cute, ice-hockey(i think) guy

hahah
but this time he didn't skate
i saw him sitting down at the benches round the rink
where we saw him last

at least i think it was him...?

hahah
blur me

aarrrggghhh
prom
i've worries bout everything

i noe,
have faith in myself
and wat i wear
and the belief
will translate into confidence
and that will cause me to +radiate+
hahah
:p
i'm just worried that prom won't be the grand affair i've been dreaming of
you know, people not respecting the occasion?
but i'll make it work
yes i will
anyway

good nights all
and good mornings
for all ur lives
for that will lead to a good day
everyday
:))

peace

this morning was the arsenal/bolton football match
and there was one part where fabregas was looking so pissed off
and was up in the referee's face
and this line from twelfth night just popped into my head:

"what a deal of scorn looks beautiful in the contempt and anger of his lips"

haha helooked so dashing
i know
O's are over
but the lines been ringing in my head ever since

u noe, after bolton's second goal
i was devastated
i was thinking, "two down? how is arsenal gonna come back into the game?"
but then gilberto, was it?, scored arsenal's first goal
and i was fine

maybe they'll score another one so they can be even
and so i watched the game into the second half
and i realised, arsenal really play very well
though they flow more cohesively with henry around

and i was super impressed by theo walcott
though he looks like "a squash before tis a peascod"
hahah
super good pace
and determination

arsenal's problem is
that they fumble once they get into the "danger zone"
that is, the area in front of the goal
called the penalty box
(is it? hahah)

anyway, did you know, that my most prominent thought
throughout the first half
was "flow, goddammit! show me some flo'!"
haha
but they flowed better in the second half
and my thought there was," carpe diem"
"just shoot the freakin ball already!"

hahah
but after anelka from bolton scored bolton's third goal
i was distraught
i'm a noisy football spectatot by nature
and when they scored,
i screamed in anguish
hahah
really!
and then i covered my head with my pillow

not even arsenal's gonna be able to come back from this one
down three goals to one?
with only fourteen minutes left on the clock?
without the usual suspects of henry, van persie, gallas, or rosicky?
i hadn't even heard of half the players playing yesterday
senderos? clichy? who are they?

haish...
so i went to sleep without watching the rest of the game
not that i don't have faith in arsenal
i just couldn't bear to see if they lose
and all their sad disappointed faces?
haissh...

and so i slept fitfully
with the twelfth night line
echoing in my head for some reason
hahah

fin:()9

p.s. i've painted the whole doll house
woo hooo
dark green detailing, bold red roof tiles, yellow/green walls outside
and sky blue ones inside
dark wood floors
and black decorations?
hahah
i'm going gothic with this one

i've gone out practically every day of the week
and i'm left wondering: what will i do two weeks from now
when money's all spent
and body's all tired?

hmm
should i laze around the house like i used to do?

no, cos that would be a waste of time
i don't know...
i'll find something

anyway, i bought this construction kit
from IMM
i bought the doll house
and furniture
hahah

too bad the furniture doesn't fit
the important ones, anyway
but it's nice
i completed the house the day my mother brought it home
wasn't easy, though
ill-fitting pieces, wrong-sized holes
too many pieces to make sense of
but it was fun
the next day i completed the furniture

hahah
it's cool
toilet bowl, sink, mirror, bath tub, kitchen, dining table, lounge chair, rocking chair, baby's crib, rocking horse, etc,etc
there's alot

and only the smaller ones fit in the house
but it's nice

i'm planning to paint them
furniture, inside of the house, exterior of the house
even the floors
hahah
nothing better to do, i guess

anyway, i can't wait for next week!
i've found a dress, shoes, fishnet stockings,
and all i need now are earrings, bracelet, and an idea of how to do my hair
hahah

monday, i'm watching casino royale
at suntec city
for free!
and there's even a buffet dinner prepared
hahah
all courtesy of shell

tuesday, i'm going ice-skating! woohoo!
again
with diyanah, sabrina and nadhirah
we're going in the morning till everning
unlimited, baby!

hahah
thursday...
PROM!!!
heehee
what will we do there...


anyway, i'm going off to play neopets
hahah
childish me, i noe
tats :)

ice-skating is fun!!

heheh

just now went with haz
so funn
supposed to meet someone at 3, so we slept at her house after school till 1.20
hahah
then we left early
turns out the person decided not to come
so we went ice-skating!!

weee
so funn
so long since i've skated
fell twice
the second time was so whack
i fell forwards behind this couple
and tripped the guy from behind
and he fell
and landed on top of my leg!

hahah
that's how bad we were at ice-skating
hahah

but it was great
washing our eyes
(eye candy:P)
hahah

such a loner guy
i think haz would have his picture
go check it out at her blog
hahah

we ate instant noodles when the ice was being resurfaced
yumm

anyway, i wanna go again!!
anybody interested, give me a call
hahah C:

so now i begin the daunting task of clearing up all my worksheets and books

but it's hard, you know
so, so hard

i feel so hesitant about throwing away all these notes and worksheets i've slaved over

all these painstaking notes i wrote
again and again
exam after exam
in hopes that i remember them

ahhh....

hard work now useless
since only i can make sense of them

i'll throw them away

OMG!OMG!OMG!

scarcely 26 hours after the last o paper ended
i've found a prom dress

and i've gone ahead and bought it

heehee

i'm so gleeeeeefullll

hahhah

i was so excited about o levels being done yesterday
that i could only fall asleep at 3 am
even then, i woke up again at 6.30 am

hahah

then i shopped at orchard road
went to tangs, full of prom-shoppers
wasn't comfortable there
felt too overwhelmed

then we went to isetan
found a few nice prospects
but decided to move on since much of orchard road was still unexplored

then we went to far east plaza
ka-bam! i found this store
with such super-nice outfits
(shouldn't say wat kind)
(find out yerself:P)

and i tried some on
all were nice!
the one i finally bought is not a typical poofy spaghetti-strapped dress
heheh
shan't reveal wat it is

it's actually quite normal
not typical,
but normal and not eye-popping
but it still is quite nice

the best thing is,
my mother managed to tawar the price from $98
to just $60!!
38 bucks discounted!

all i need now are a pair of the perfect high-heels, earrings and a purse

and nice hair, of course
i'm still working on that, though

prom is in 12 days!!!
woohooo
but it'll be over so soon
boo

heheh, anyway
it'll still be memories that last
the last gift bpghs will offer us
except for o results, o'course

:)) finnnnnnnn!

WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!
"O"s are over!

i'm freeeeee
life is good

breakthroughs are imminent in the future
i'm so full of glee that i'm bursting to scream
but it's nearly 12mn, and i'm considerate, soo...

i still can't believe it
out of the random blue, i'll just start squealing
like a pig, i admit, but with excitement

excitement for the next couple of months being tv-full
homework-free
lazy-full
uniform-free
spending-full
stress-free

heehee
at least, stress-free until the results come out

i'm so sad i missed PRINCESS HOURS!
and i'll have to wait till tomorrow to watch it
and witness Caijing saying "wo ai nie" to Xin
ooooh i can't wait!

just now, straight after the !LAST O LEVEL PAPER!
i changed into my specs
and headed off towards Bugis
where i shopped for stuff at costume costume, concourse, and bugis junction

not alot of prom dresses there
but i did see alot of desirable accessories
which i would have bought had i known what i was coming as for prom
as of yet, i haven't decided,
but i'm leaning towards two easy-to-accessorise impersonations

anyway, i have ard two weeks
so plenty of time
... i hope

saw jodi and her mum merayaping there oso

O's
can go
kiss
shrub's
ass
heheh


anyway, i think i'll go do something else unproductive
i'm too excited, tho tired, to sleep


fin(nish O's!)

(bounce down and i talked)
(wow)
(not uncomfortable)
(heheh)

i'm down with flu!
oh gosh...
and i've been walking around the house like a zombie
groaning every now and then
with mucus driping out of my nose
haha

anyway, i got the flu from syahir in the train on friday
wat bad luck man
the flu, i mean
and i can't concentrate! :(