two posts in one day
wow

well, this time, it's to lament on all the bad things in my life...again

hahah
i know
it can get tiring, all this pouring out of my complaints about people and stuff
so, after i rant and rave about whatever it is that's bothering me, i'll dish out some happier stuff
okay?

the thing that's bothering me is my own not-so-dear bro
he's turned into an academic snob
would you believe how he looks down on people who go to neighbourhood schools... like us?
even though his own secondary school [SJ-freakin'-I]
rates lower than school-in-a-neighbourhood BPGHS?
where in the world did he get his head pumped up so big that it's floating so high above our heads and he's looking down his nose at us?

he was unbearable with his psle results
getting 240++
thank god i silenced him with a score 17 points higher than his

and then he was bragging about his JC,
about how bpghs churns out students asal boleh
students who go to neighbourhood JCs and don't go anywhere in life
like, who the heck made him the authority on school culture?
saying that his school's culture is better than mine?

he clearly didn't learn from the peribahasa, seperti buah padi, makin berisi makin rendah; jangan seperti lalang, makin lama makin tinggi

he should know that jika ular menyusur akar, tidak akan hilng bisanya
someone big or smart or whatever won't lose his status or rank or grade or whatever, if he were to be humble

now that that's out of the way,
i'm happy to report that we've already decided on a song to dance to for teachers' day
it's from kuch kuch hota hai
the mother of all modern hindi movies
the movie that got me stuck on hindi movies
and the song is... should i say?
let me just give you a hint
it's a scene with kajol and salman...

hahah...
anyway,
if u've read until this point,
thank you for bearing with me
my blog and i appreciate it


cakap siang pandang-pandang, cakap malam dengar-dengar
u never noe who's reading

teachers' day, prelims, all that stuff is coming on hard and fast...
am i prepared? i dunnoe

anyway, for the teachers' day celebration, i might be singing and dancing
woah
separately, of course
i have no idea what to sing since Fatin is the one deciding..
hmm... wat songs are good for teachers' day?...

dancing will be with fatin again and syaz and tipah and diana and nes
hahah
and a couple of guys
dancing to a hindi song
yeaahh!
bollywood rocks!
hahah

wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo....
i will also slowly walk away...

hmm... on 25th august RI is putting up some show, and haz wants me to go with her
shd i go?
cos if i go, diyanah goes

but
on that day, i'm supposed to have bio prac
and...
PRELIMS ARE COMING!!!!

aaargghhh
anyway, i'm here yet again to lament on all the irrational things that adults do

like, even if u're angry, can't u at least be sensible and think about what will work best?
because the way i see it, ur way, the way u insist on going,
is very likely not going to benefit us in the sense that we won't be able to do all the things we want to do (and would get to do if u'd decided on the other way)

i noe, i'm not making much sense
but all that was written is just to release my angst into the internet-ocean which u happen to be surfing right now
a way of anger management, if u will

and boy, do i seriously need anger management

i really don't like it when i'm serious, and people don't take me or my concerns seriously
i mean, i may look blur, but i do notice lots of things
especially when other people are busy doing things their own way
and when i approach someone, i really do expect at least the courtesy of listening to what i have to say,
and if i'm wrong, at least prove it to me why i'm wrong
don't just blow me off
like you are right

gosh

not that i'm ratting on someone
or that i mean offence
it's just that, respect for my concerns would be nice, no matter how blur i sometimes am, or immature
if my concern is valid, then it shouldn't be disregarded
especially when it concerns something important

i really liked those days when there were people who listened