early in the morning, late at night...

halo hALO.....

for some reason i can't change the skin of my other blog....so i change this one lah.... quite nice, rite?....hahahah

aniwae, i just woke up from a nice dream of him and me....so nice....too bad it isn true... haiz....

yesterday was the fourth or fifth combined rehearsal.....we ate roasted chicken, two pieces of nuggets, mashed potatoes, baked beans and a bun for dinner ( siaow arh? dinner at three pm?) ... before that we watched the video of us performing...practiced the mistakes made....went to the national stadium thru a shorter route.... performed.... aiyoh, for some reason i forgot alot of tthe steps.... and i'm in second row summore....hahah..... then when finished, miss suzanah lee (notice the MISS) let us buy burger king... then went to school, i got my mini-funpack, then wait for my dad to come, then went home...

last week was the p5 ne show.... went almost without a hitch.... we met at ard 8.... arrived, ate kfc mashed potatoes and chicken....practiced summore, then ate a pizzahut dinner.... quite nice.... then we performed, then we had to wait for all the p5 kids to go... in the meantime, the chairman or sumthin had perfomers perform for us performers... while the sang and danced the the lower stage, some choir member (including me) danced and jumped at the higher one cos it's nearer to us.... the atmosphere was like a nightclub sia....hahah....with all the smoke and lights and music....hahah.... alas, we kena chase off the stage by lieutenant mark.... then after that we sit and do nothing....haish.... we waited for such a long time....i slept lah....cos nearing midnite mah....

then when we finally got up, it was to wait at the steps again.... then i sleep again.... then walk to the bus....i sleep in the bus.... then when nearing school, the girls woke me up then told me i snored!!! with whistling sound summore !!! hahah.... they said it was like cat sound.... hahah.... then i finally realised it was my hp!!!....lucky ah!!!.... then reach school, my mom was waiting at the busstop ...she had been waiting since 11, and it was already 12.30!!!.... i saw some p5 kids alighting at concorde pri..... so late.... they arrived same time as us.... turned out that MOE didn provide enuff buses for the p5 kids....so they had to use the participants buses....

aniwae, i tell u about the sculpture walk later ah.... i wanna sleep....hahah ....

lub <3>
fin

so tiring but fun!!!

shit ah....

just now i type long long.... then now all gone....stupid lah.... nvm....

got new car, nicer, quieter, more ex, bigger.....toyota corolla altis os summat like that....

speech day, ugly makeup, 5struggle to smile, wait long long long long for band, go home, walk from mrt st alone, scary, dark, creepy smilin like mad man....

reach home, give food from reception, eat another mcchicken ( we got a burger and coke, i got two burgers) , bathed, took a spin in the new ride, now i'm here....

<+=~ he was MIA today.... is he sick? is he alright?~=+>

lub <3>
fin

damn tiring, but we did good!

Yesterday was another rehearsal.
Our third combined one with other parts, our first ever full dress one.
We had an audience who filled out the entire grandstand!
Luckily yesterday we weren't the last school to arrive. Everyone cam on time, then we left.
Actually everyone from the ndp choir got one ticket each to this rehearsal for their parents or sth, but no funpacks, no food, must pay for parking charges, so i didn gif me mother lah...

It's confirmed! i'm in the second row!! aaarrrgghhh!!!! i dunnoe the moves, i can't get my props properly, heck, i can't even change my apron properly! all because of the stupid gloves!!! hahah

aniway, yesterday saw the hensem like shit perfomer again...sooo hensem!! but outta reach... haish... nemind lah... u win some, u lose some... ahhahaha

=~> can't wait to catch him in action on tuesday!!! <~=

lub<3,
|+.+| fin d[0.<]b

sunday spent at stadium....

haish.... just came back... it's only 11.50 pm now.. dun pay any attention at the time posted below... it sux... hahah...

just now had ndp rehearsal... at first at indoor stadium...then had lunch then went to national stadium...damn hot... this time they didnt pamper us as much... no horlics, no biscuis, no crackers...then we dance, practice this that...then the full rehearsal.... as usual, gurmit didn come.... so didn LJJ... and kit chan...and so on....

after that... we dance...sang... kena scolded.... especially the guys in the middle hu throw throw food....dumb asses... hahah...

then when walking out of the stadium (we were second last to leave probably cos we're the latest class this morn)... the army guys give out ice-cream....finally!!... then they say take as many as we want... cos they want to finish... then this guy .... i think wen pu take more than five or sth...hahah...then reach school my parents and sis were there then go home lah....

this time i'm not interested in my trashbag marshal... this time i'm besotted with this army guy sooooooo cute and this chinese guy with long-ish dyed hair who's part of the rap group thingie.... soooo hensem!!! hahahah.....>.0

niwae, i'm damn tired.... gonna turn in now....

'nite!!!
with much love,
- fin.and.+someone+ -

~>.i breathed.the.same.air.as.he.!.!.!.!.!.<~

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

p.s. to tell u the truth lah hah... i dun really understand the song u noe...but the song rocks!!! hahah....:p i just like the i an right blah blah part onwards...hahah...