end of the third week of 2006
so far, i've had tons of revelations
and only one of them written down
the rest?
well, they were over-run by other new revelations
and so i forget them
until i come to a conclusion which sounds familiar
probably cos i've thought about it before

i think i have a minor form of A.D.D
why?
because i can barely pay full attention to anything
i get distracted so easily
my mind's usually flying off somewhere
and before i reach there, it takes off to somewhere else
haish

that's also one reason why i don't finish most of the work that i start
e.g. i 've learnt the first part of canon, nocturne, etude, turkish march, chopstix, largo, wedding march from a midsummer's night dream, petit chien, fur elise, gavotte and god knows a whole lot of other songs
the only song i've finished learning is piano sonata op.13 "pathetique" 2nd mov.
another proof is my guitar
i only took it up halfway
then forgot about it,
and took up keyboard

ooohhh
my messed up mind
i do enjoy day-dreaming, though
sometimes it's so enjoyable, i wish they were all true
no chance of that ever happening though
unless, of course, it had already happened before

come what may
i will love you
until my dying day

love that song.
am actually listening to it myself
*sheds a tear*

school's here, kemuning is over

i miss camp alot!!

hahaha

i loved the pasir ris site

it was so fun

like a family unoe



anyway school started like, three days ago

i feel like i've studied nothing so far

i've dropped a-math, since i failed that last test

so i now have a few free periods



like the one just now

us "dropouts" had no venue

so we stayed in class

and while mr peacock was droning on and on about graphs,

i slept

like a baby!

hahah

it was so nice having a siesta openly while the teacher was teaching



i'm a kid

i'm too young to be caught the middle of adults falling out

what am i talking about?

well, it's kind of complicated

but it's something about kemuning... teacher... rotan... don't like... racunkan tari melayu... hip hop+malay dance... rozzi... chacha... buang... osman... one big *SIGH*!



the gist of it is i mentioned something

that i didn't know i was supposed not to mention

but mentioned anyway at malay dance practice

because i didn't know

to someone who was included in the situation above

and i feel guilty

even though i wasn't told not to mention the thing

that i wasn't supposed to mention



haish

that's what it is

one big "haish"