omgoodness
i don't know why, i just feel so tired out by service learning
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid service learning
i don't know what needs to be done, i don't know what needs to be organised, i don't know what ideas to choose
i just don't know anything
aaarrggghhhhhhhhhhh!
and of course ms k will scold us for whatever reason- that's already become a given
so what is the probability i will retain my sanity given that ms k will scold me no matter what?
P( sanity retained | ms k scolds)= 0
hahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahh
i don't know what i'm laughing about
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
and of course there's also the fact that some people don't get it despite every single bit of info i've provided! it just made me so MAD!!!! i've sent everybody e-mails detailing the committees, the budget, the timelines, the itinerary- everything! and some are asking me funny questions. haaaaaaah... you don't think i'm irked by this stupid service learning? hello, if anyone should be irked, it should be me.
okay, sorry, i'm just befuddled and frustrated by stupid service learning
haish
fina
Sunday, January 27, 2008
hey
i've just been feeling so tired and busy this week, i haven't been able to update this blog. In fact, i completely forgot about this blog...
everyday, the routine is: wake up early, go school early, line-up early (royal k's orders), go class, suffer, go home late, check e-mail and moodle, sleep, wake up, do homework, sleep...
and it's become such a part of my routine now to sleep from 6 to 9.30 or 10pm, then wake up and do homework till 3, then sleep again. some nights, i don't even have the time for a nap; it's just do work till 4 and sleep.
uuurrrggghhhh- that was me stretching. just so sore...
anyways, being the service learning representative has put things into such perspective. before, i was just super scared of ms k when she scolds. but now... well, i'm not exactly immune to it, but i've developed a resentment to over-ride my fear of her whenever she scolds me. so i don't feel bad about being scolded now (unless i feel responsible towards my classmates for the scolding), i just feel that she's being unfair to us in not giving us a say. and there's also the fact that the way she scolds is somewhat funny, as borge pointed out... haha
okay... got loads of homework to do... and i have tuition tonight...
i know this post is not particularly informative. i'm just to indifferent to write too long. except that helping syaz with malay dance was so much fun! i miss malay dance so, so much. invite me again! i'll come when i can! =)
fina-dah-tired
i've just been feeling so tired and busy this week, i haven't been able to update this blog. In fact, i completely forgot about this blog...
everyday, the routine is: wake up early, go school early, line-up early (royal k's orders), go class, suffer, go home late, check e-mail and moodle, sleep, wake up, do homework, sleep...
and it's become such a part of my routine now to sleep from 6 to 9.30 or 10pm, then wake up and do homework till 3, then sleep again. some nights, i don't even have the time for a nap; it's just do work till 4 and sleep.
uuurrrggghhhh- that was me stretching. just so sore...
anyways, being the service learning representative has put things into such perspective. before, i was just super scared of ms k when she scolds. but now... well, i'm not exactly immune to it, but i've developed a resentment to over-ride my fear of her whenever she scolds me. so i don't feel bad about being scolded now (unless i feel responsible towards my classmates for the scolding), i just feel that she's being unfair to us in not giving us a say. and there's also the fact that the way she scolds is somewhat funny, as borge pointed out... haha
okay... got loads of homework to do... and i have tuition tonight...
i know this post is not particularly informative. i'm just to indifferent to write too long. except that helping syaz with malay dance was so much fun! i miss malay dance so, so much. invite me again! i'll come when i can! =)
fina-dah-tired
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
happy belated new year everyone!!!
the move from year 2007 to 2008 was a smooth one
i mean, nothing untoward happened on 1st Jan, and there was no trouble adapting to the immediate change in years
one day it was 2007, the next it was 2008
but afterwards....
school life has changed alot
classes have picked up pace, teachers are becoming more strict with my class (and sometimes unfairly so; they just have this presupposition about the class and react violently towards that)
the S in DFS has left :'(
and with danielle doing council duty, it's just me, pat and ly left to each other
i think this year can and will be classified as a "no-life" year
we have exams every four weeks
yes, exams, not tests
one whole block of exams for every single subject we take
as if that's not grating enough on our nerves, we'll be living through constant paranoia in school, now that we have Royal K as our CT
*sighs*
and i have tuition, two classes: maths, by this crazy person, and econs by my brother beloved
which i don't think will constitute as tuition, though
and i now have to study hist at least once every two days to be able to keep up!
i profusely thank god that this will be going on only for another 10-11 months
(unless i get Us for the block test and have to be demoted to year 1, at which point i will promptly self-destruct and either kill myself or quit school then and there)
the week before school started was such bliss; such undisturbed heaven,
spending time with my cousins every minute of the day, and going to escape themepark, vivo, terminal 3, the beach, the playground...
and now reality has set in, and life's suckiness has finally deigned to show itself
aarrggghhh
D-F(ina)-S
the move from year 2007 to 2008 was a smooth one
i mean, nothing untoward happened on 1st Jan, and there was no trouble adapting to the immediate change in years
one day it was 2007, the next it was 2008
but afterwards....
school life has changed alot
classes have picked up pace, teachers are becoming more strict with my class (and sometimes unfairly so; they just have this presupposition about the class and react violently towards that)
the S in DFS has left :'(
and with danielle doing council duty, it's just me, pat and ly left to each other
i think this year can and will be classified as a "no-life" year
we have exams every four weeks
yes, exams, not tests
one whole block of exams for every single subject we take
as if that's not grating enough on our nerves, we'll be living through constant paranoia in school, now that we have Royal K as our CT
*sighs*
and i have tuition, two classes: maths, by this crazy person, and econs by my brother beloved
which i don't think will constitute as tuition, though
and i now have to study hist at least once every two days to be able to keep up!
i profusely thank god that this will be going on only for another 10-11 months
(unless i get Us for the block test and have to be demoted to year 1, at which point i will promptly self-destruct and either kill myself or quit school then and there)
the week before school started was such bliss; such undisturbed heaven,
spending time with my cousins every minute of the day, and going to escape themepark, vivo, terminal 3, the beach, the playground...
and now reality has set in, and life's suckiness has finally deigned to show itself
aarrggghhh
D-F(ina)-S
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