hurdle hurdle

ok ok... i admit...
i am actually a leetle teeny weeny bit peeved that he's taken...
but so what?
what can i do about it?
nothing rite?

yup. that's what i thought...
aaaniway... i have more pressing matters on my mind...
for one, common test is next week! and add math is on monday!!
i'm gonna go crazy!!!

i'm so proud i wrote something in malay to relay my feelings... it sounds nice, to me. of course, i couldn't have done it w/o syaz's help. thx syaz =) here it is :

betapa sedih hatiku berasa
mukaku dibasahi air mata cinta
gundah-gulana, jiwaku meronta
akhirnya ku dapati kisah yang sebenar

rupa-rupanya dia sudah berpunya...

quite nice rite? no? heheh... well, i think it is... and that's that...

well, today was an ok day... except for the fact that he passed by me while he was going up the stairs... and i the opposite way... i think our shirtsleeves touched for a moment there... OOOHH!!! electricity!!! heheh... joke...=)

after school my father fetched me to cck stadium... where the closing ceremony for the 29th annual ASEAN youth championships... and where our school military band was performing...

will wonders never cease... i actually did some homework there! heheh... my dad and i were sitting rite at the top... except for an ahlete from indonesia, i think... who was sitting next to me... prolly cause the view there is the best...

then my mother came... we watched... spore did great... we got a 2nd for the 4x400 relay... jonah tried... but too far to catch up i guess... anyway, GREAT JOB!

saw the band... saw tipah and sarah and irna and some peeps i noe... nice... i cheered! heheh...

after all that, went to lot 1 to eat (before i saw many people taking photos of the ever-so-famous hurdler)(who else lah) the service at let's eat was atrocious! ahahah... but i got even... by being impolite without them realising... being the callous baboons they are, the of course do not know that elbows on the table are impolite (which i did) (they were, too) and of course they didn't know that you're not supposed to show the cut portion of your food to people... and i did it pointedly... and they didn't know...how typical... =) i'm not actually that bothered...

bought lianhe zaobao... there was my bro's photo... and straits times home section... there he was... and he was there yesterday too... and in the news on tuesday... and last week's chinese newspaper... last week in home section he was interviewed... seems he has dominated the local track and field news... heheh

anyway...i guess that's about it for now... i'm planning on finishing my history essay (due last week)

finLAND

( did i mention my bro fell yesterday? yea, he did it when he was lunging forward... and just a few weeks ago we'd laughed at this guy who fell wen lunging)

yesterday was fun!!!

even though i had to sit at a table full of people i didn noe... not to mention that they're all ex-BPians, male and chinese ( except for miss lee-teacher-of-dance)(she's female)

almost every course i and anum disappeared to another table... then we realized that it was rude, so we sat there... until they all left, then we left too...

I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAD A HANDBAG!!! AND I WORE RELATIVELY HIGH HEELS!!! OMG!!! SOMEBODY GET AN AMBULANCE! I'M GONNA FAINT!!!
heheh... a bit too dramatic, dont u think? ;)

it was ok lah... they guys tried to include us sometimes... e one next to me was nice... he helped me take some herbal chicken!! without me even asking!! so sweet:) ahahah.. alas, i couldn see who he was cos he was next to me...
oh yah, yu hao or sth (the chinese opera guy) was at my table oso

dishes were ok...was so full at the end... so was everybody else... we left the last dish almost untouched....

so sad... when SM Goh gave a speech nobody paid any attention... i wonder how he must feel... such a distinguished guest comes, and nobody pays attention...

we all walked to the MRT st. after that... i noe lah, i was abit annoying with the cake... too drunk on coca-cola, i guess. heheh....

dropped off at marsiling with faj... so scary... alot of foreign workers around... and i was walking home alone!! and, guess what? when i took a taxi with syaz, the taxi driver said i looked like a tanned china girl!! and atikah said i looked like a tanned vietnamese girl!! and i was wearing heels!!!! DANGER! DANGER!!! and what more, i had no hp with me!!! and i was carrying a handbag!!! fortunately, nth happened... heheh (i was playing up the scenario abit)

guess who was there at the dinner??!! bounce up!!! resplendent in light blue!!! he is so smart! he understood the concept of smart casual! other people wore shorts and t-shirts... so embarassing...

heheh...

<3 fin :):):):):):):):):):):):) d^.^b

45th anniversary today!!! aaaaargghh!!!!
i'm in a frenzy over what to wear!!!!

what i mean is, how smart is smart and how casual is casual in 'smart casual'??

andi'm going to cut my hair in another...umm...25 minutes!!!

alone!!! i've never gone alone before!!! aaaaargghhh!!!!

i'm a lousy dancer... eh, wait, i can't call myself a lousy dancer, cause i'm not a dancer...

yesterday was the full dress rehearsal... miss, eh, sorri, mdm rozi said that the principal called us lousy... and everybody thinks that too... haish...

they know we're all rookies... especially for a kaku girl like me... they shd be givin encouragement sey... not putting us down...

but i'm goin to show them... we're goin to practise until it's perfect, then we're gonna steall the limelight... you know why? it's because although we dance for a short while, we make a big impact cos we're bright pink, we're there continuously for that short amount of time we're there, and we'll be dancing infront of the VIPs... the rest are in dark colours, will be goin in and out so there's no focus, and we're gonna outshine them.... mwa-ha-ha!!!

aaaaaniway, what the principal supposedly said put me into a glum mood... my eyes teared up w/o rhyme or reason... but, when i got to Lot 1, i cheered up! yay!! probably because of the bright lights... hahah

then syaz and i went up, and down, the bought bubble tea, went home....

so that's about it... i know i can dance. i know i can. heheh, well, i hope i can.

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today is monday, the youth day school holiday...
and i'm going to the beach!
i noe, i noe, i 'm dark enuff...

but i don't care!!!

i wanna cycle...

i wanna swim... in the beautiful brown sea with all the plastic bags and water bottles and pee...

and i wanna build sandcastles!!!


hahah... i'm abit siao today...

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you noe, i've just realized that i hardly ever mention bounce up in my blog entries... this one more low-key than others...heheh... he's my big (not little) secret (cos a few people noe mah)

anyway, i'm still reeling from the strain of yesterday's performance and orals... i kinda like performing... i want more! heheh... and i might just take haiguang up on his offer... heheh... imagine me, a humble, simple girl, with a single out in the market... who would want to buy? you tell me...

now that i've realised that i don't mention bounce up alot, i'll describe him here...here goes nothing...

:: he has such a wonderful smile that can melt my heart...(awww!)
:: he's such a nice guy (don't ask me how i noe... ask tipah and sarah)
:: he has a wonderful physique... not that it matters, but it's an added bonus
:: i should just stop here... if not people might guess.... hehe

i'm having a sore throat, an aftershock from yesterday... and i have diarrhoea! where did THAT come from??!!

heheh, anyway, i'll stop here... oh yah. the other day i went to library with syaz and atikah... found this marriage book which had this compatibilty test where they test whether a girl and a guy are good together (useful for arranged marriages last time)... i did all three ways shown and guess what?

ALL THREE STATE THAT WE"RE DOOMED!!!! hehe... yup. that's about it
fin=)

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bummer

haiz...

another round of BPian idol... still very disappointed...
nevertheless, the experience was great, and now i'm all geared up for singapore idol!!

heheh... i noe. not funny. but still, i need a little pick-me-up. after the idol thing i had malay o-level oral... followed by english oral... they were all okay, i still can't speak malay, and i was offered a record deal.

Hah! bet you didn't see that comin, did ya? actually hai guang said something about me recording a single. of courselah, i kembang. i needed a compliment, u noe? after such a taxing idol experience (for the second time, i might add! and yet i didn't win again).

i finally wore something nice. although one of the judges did comment on my choice of footwear. can you imagine?! of all things to comment on (such as my voice quality, performance, etc, etc), she decided to comment on my slippers. they were quite nice u noe. mata rabun ah her.

some problems with my singing. i dunno. i keep getting mixed answers. like microphone too loud, song played too loud, my not being able to move around onstage because of being held back by the microphone stand.

nevermind lah. i'm so tired of this. performing was exhilarating even though my voice was shaking.

from my vantage view point behind the curtains onstage, i cld see HIM! yes! the bounce up him! so nice. i can just look out and there he is in the audience. but during my performance i didn't dare look at him. scared to see. later too nervous.

anyway, i was kinda afraid that someone in specific wld win. wat if he were to represent our school in the cluster idols? hisham even said that if he won, they were all going to bantai him. heheh. i feel so bad.

and i heard what some people in the audience said about me. wat did they mean by "menyampah! pakai baju pink konon. action arh tu". hello! pink clothes mean i'm action meh? wat if i liked pink ?(which i don't) who are you to judge my character from the colour of the clothes i wear?

i may seem a little bit like shooting my mouth off here. i'm just letting off steam. oral so stress. haish. anyway, i'm stopping here for today. this the chronicles of the alien chocolate girl, signing off.

(so lame! )