this morning was the arsenal/bolton football match
and there was one part where fabregas was looking so pissed off
and was up in the referee's face
and this line from twelfth night just popped into my head:

"what a deal of scorn looks beautiful in the contempt and anger of his lips"

haha helooked so dashing
i know
O's are over
but the lines been ringing in my head ever since

u noe, after bolton's second goal
i was devastated
i was thinking, "two down? how is arsenal gonna come back into the game?"
but then gilberto, was it?, scored arsenal's first goal
and i was fine

maybe they'll score another one so they can be even
and so i watched the game into the second half
and i realised, arsenal really play very well
though they flow more cohesively with henry around

and i was super impressed by theo walcott
though he looks like "a squash before tis a peascod"
hahah
super good pace
and determination

arsenal's problem is
that they fumble once they get into the "danger zone"
that is, the area in front of the goal
called the penalty box
(is it? hahah)

anyway, did you know, that my most prominent thought
throughout the first half
was "flow, goddammit! show me some flo'!"
haha
but they flowed better in the second half
and my thought there was," carpe diem"
"just shoot the freakin ball already!"

hahah
but after anelka from bolton scored bolton's third goal
i was distraught
i'm a noisy football spectatot by nature
and when they scored,
i screamed in anguish
hahah
really!
and then i covered my head with my pillow

not even arsenal's gonna be able to come back from this one
down three goals to one?
with only fourteen minutes left on the clock?
without the usual suspects of henry, van persie, gallas, or rosicky?
i hadn't even heard of half the players playing yesterday
senderos? clichy? who are they?

haish...
so i went to sleep without watching the rest of the game
not that i don't have faith in arsenal
i just couldn't bear to see if they lose
and all their sad disappointed faces?
haissh...

and so i slept fitfully
with the twelfth night line
echoing in my head for some reason
hahah

fin:()9

p.s. i've painted the whole doll house
woo hooo
dark green detailing, bold red roof tiles, yellow/green walls outside
and sky blue ones inside
dark wood floors
and black decorations?
hahah
i'm going gothic with this one