to not breathe

you know, sometimes i find it easy just to stop breathing...
life seems to be on a standstill
it just comes naturally
sometimes, i stop breathing without even knowing it; and only when i absolutely need air do i start breathing again
you should try it sometime
it's relaxing
it makes you focus more on what is important in life
don't ask me how it helps
it just does

there. i just did it again
sometimes breathing is such hard work
i find it easier to not breathe

and when i die, i wld have already gotten used to not breathing

*fin`land